With a minor illness that initiated a persistent violent cough that has lasted over a week, albeit not sick, I was concerned the day before if I could even participate in the inaugural Cape Fear Holiday Run, held on December 13, 2025, at Cape Fear Shiner Park that I registered for the evening of the online registration deadline. This event would replace the longstanding The Nutcracker Endurance Run in the neighborhood I took part in last year. I chose the longest of the three timed events offered, 9 hours, an odd one to figure out how to pace. I simply hoped I could come close to 40 miles.
I opened up the first three laps of 1.17 miles with a kind gentleman who recently picked up ultrarunning, talking about the different races and distances we have finished. After a little while, this slower pace made running more difficult, so I let him know, sped up drastically, and spent the next handful of miles alone, observing nature and rarely listening to music. Here and there I ran into new runners with whom I chatted extensively, helping take my mind off the suffering, which I have become accustomed to ignoring. When alone, I would continue to pray, thank God and His angels for protecting me, and think of my father who recently went to Heaven and my mother who has been alone; this event coincidentally took place on my mother’s 71st birthday. Shockingly, I remained #3 male overall for over 6 hours, which made me push harder and run more than I intended to at this stage of the race to try to maintain that position. Once I was overtaken, I felt relief and started confidently incorporating walks that I planned to begin much sooner. I recorded the first marathon distance almost right at 5 hours as well as one of my fastest 50K splits, around 6:10. With a couple of hours left, I was relegated to mostly walking. With an hour and a half to go, I realized, because of the “.17” next to “1,” officially securing at least 40 miles became verging on impossible. I completed my final lap of 34 with nearly 16 minutes to spare, bringing my total official mileage to 39.78, while my COROS reads 40.55, but I did not have enough left in my legs to try to squeeze in another loop before time ran out. I am still beyond grateful and content that I was even able to run for the entire duration without any issues, let alone virtually achieve my goal. Now to continue to focus on Advent, reflecting on the arrival of the Savior of the world.























