The Author of My Life

The Author of my life highlighted the chapter of 2014 to refine my perspectives on the world and society in which I live. I rapidly gained a diverse cultural panorama traveling alone to Italy, the Bahamas, France, Belgium, and other parts of the United States. Though I lacked even the basic knowledge of these cultures prior, setting foot on these unfamiliar territories motivated me to explore not only their histories but also the world less familiar to me.

Largely due to my status as an international graduate in eventual need of a work visa, companies I applied to rarely considered me. Originally longing to remain at Emory University to prolong my memories with my alma mater, I applied for virtually its every available position that fit my degree in English literature and work experience. Oxford College’s Office of Admission first notified me of an interview. Though excited beyond measure, I was scheduled to go on a cruise to the Bahamas, and the office never followed up in the two weeks I patiently waited. I had no choice but to explain to the office administrators my vacation plan so that they would not schedule an interview while I was gone. Their vice president replied the email I read “was due to a system error,” that I was not actually selected for an interview. Disappointed, I decided to move on from higher education several days before Emory College’s Office of Admission offered me a legitimate interview, where I would be required to give a presentation, on one day’s notice. I embraced the opportunity and met with five interviewers, divided into five sessions. I felt obligated to mention my Optional Practical Training (OPT) status, that I could not be unemployed for ninety days and thus must receive an update shortly. Two interviewers individually promised to let me know in a couple of weeks to no avail. I hesitated emailing and pressuring them to speed up the selection process, but I was left with no other option when nobody from the office contacted me for over four weeks. My instinct accurately guessed somebody was already chosen but the panel did not care to inform the other two rejected candidates of the decision. I was disgusted, and their irresponsibility stealing my only time prior to the end of the year to visit my family and friends in Korea especially riled me up. I removed my account from the university HR and moved on. Two sales companies ultimately hired me, and I accepted one without realizing I would have to give up church. The hiring manager must have known this would have created a problem based on my resume and interviews but refused to disclose the peculiar working hours until my initial day of training. I quit instantly.

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Ninety days of unemployment since enrolling in the OPT Program swiftly approached, and I had to mentally prepare to return to my home country of Korea. However, God had another plan. I arbitrarily wanted to surprise-visit my closest professor, whom I had not seen in over four months, without even remembering where he lived. I faced no trouble locating his home, and he and his wife welcomed me with open arms. I shared with them my situation, and we immediately found a temporary solution: I would volunteer for the wife’s nonprofit until I land a stable job that pays and will sponsor me. This experience connected me to the realm of politics and numerous individuals with remarkable accomplishments, including President Jimmy Carter, with whom my grandfather shares a profound history, and a retired chairman and CEO of United Parcel Service, who connected me to the president. Managing my own work schedule, I also participated as an extra in two films, The Originals and Vacation, being on set four separate times, making friends with actors, and even being invited to dinner with one of the actors and his family and to the wrap party of Vacation.

President Jimmy Carter

PC: The Carter Center

“2014 was a year of completion for our family,” expressed my father during my recent trip back to Korea. I completed my college studies on May 12. My brother completed his wedding on December 19. My mother, after twenty-seven years, completed her career at Merrill Lynch on December 31. I say, “2015 is a year of new beginnings.” Though I desperately require employment that will sponsor me for an H-1B visa, I find confidence in knowing God has always led me to the right path even when I doubted Him. Whether or not I find a job in the United States, I am certain the Author of my life knows where to take me next. I cannot wait to witness what my Father has in store for me for 2015.

Michelob ULTRA Atlanta 13.1 – ATL Challenge 39.3

The Michelob ULTRA Atlanta 13.1 Marathon in Cumming, Georgia, on October 4, 2014, the only task standing between the ATL Challenge 39.3 and me, could not have come soon enough. Upon arrival, I joined a group of athletes in front of a building under a narrow roof that blocked the frigid wind. I initiated conversations with numerous fellow runners, coincidentally including two girls who also graduated from Emory College of Arts and Sciences and currently study at the Emory University School of Medicine. When I discovered they ran cross country and track and field in NCAA Division III, I was no longer surprised by these humble and quiet friends’ finishing second and third in their age group and twenty minutes earlier than I did.

Michelob ULTRA Atlanta 13.1 Marathon

Top PC: Michelob ULTRA Atlanta 13.1 Marathon

Having conquered a much more physically demanding and twice as long of a course at the Publix Georgia Marathon in March of this year, I underestimated this half marathon. While running, I typically breathe through my nostrils rather than mouth as long as I can, as this strategy I learned about in the army helps conserve energy. However, the initial wintry temperature and frequent powerful wind interfered with my standard breathing and stung my nostrils, so I had no choice but to keep my mouth open for the majority of the run, which momentarily diminished my confidence. Just like during the Publix Georgia Marathon, I was repeatedly confronted by stomach cramps, but they failed to slow me down.

Unlike in previous races, I targeted a finish time, sub-2:00:00. I checked the time at every mile stop, and with slightly over a mile left to go, I believed I had sufficient time to barely accomplish this goal before encountering the unforeseen uphill onslaught. I sprinted the last several hundred feet, and my finish time in the system read 2:04:55. Though disappointed, I knew I had poured out every ounce of my stamina and strength into this tedious objective and had no regrets. More importantly, I finally concluded the ATL Challenge 39.3 that I had been eyeing since the summer of 2013 and even placed first in my age group of 25-29 of both male and female runners. I will continue to seek adversity to train humility and perseverance.

Choosing Adversity

Yeoju King Sejong the Great Half Marathon

PC: Yeoju King Sejong the Great Half Marathon

I used to detest long-distance running more than words can describe. Exhaustion and boredom aside, I could not stand the notion of wasting so much time moving aimlessly. About a month before the end of my military duty, a newspaper company in Gangwon-do, the province in Korea where I was stationed, hosted a 5K running event. As much as I disliked the sport, I was obsessed with any sort of tangible awards, specifically medals. The second I discovered the event included medals for finishers, I was convinced to join. I surprisingly enjoyed the atmosphere of running with hundreds of strangers cheering on one another. Once I was honorably discharged, I had over four months until returning to the United States. Having grown up in North America since age ten, I hardly had any friends in Korea and thus did not have much to do for leisure aside from catching up on academics. I believed participating in another race in Seoul to be a wise way to meet people and decided to run another 5K. After two additional 5K races, one of which I placed second in in my age group of 20-24, in Georgia, I took this newfound hobby to the next level. My best friend and I, scheduled to travel to Korea together for a couple of weeks in May 2013, registered for a half marathon in Yeoju. Having planned many places to visit, neither of us had time to train aside from a round of suicide and one-hour jog a few days earlier to ensure our bodies could keep up. We had one goal, to finish, and our time did not matter. We kept a slow pace until the final sprint and were able to satisfactorily complete the race.

Publix Georgia Marathon

Publix Georgia Marathon 2014

Publix GA Marathon

My entire body cramped up like never before.

Though unthinkable for a minute after the half marathon, I somewhat impulsively signed up for the Publix Georgia Marathon, a brutally hilly course of nearly 2,000 feet of elevation gain, set to take place on March 23, 2014. Completing the ATL Challenge 39.3 became my new objective, requiring me to finish the marathon and the Michelob ULTRA Atlanta 13.1 Marathon later that year. To keep from becoming lazy and attempt all categories of running events, I entered two 10K’s and a 10-miler in Seoul, London, and Atlanta, respectively leading up to the marathon. Thanks to insomnia, I did not fall asleep for a split second the night before the 26.2-miler, causing a minor headache. Regardless, the first fifteen miles could not have gone more smoothly, but then I caught unanticipated stomach cramps that refused to fade until the end. The second half of the course contained mainly steep uphills, and I started to question why I chose to endure this grueling process. I walked a few times toward the end, which initially made me feel like a failure. Crossing the finish line, albeit proud, I could not help but be disappointed with such a drastic slowing of my pace due to the cramps, as I completed the first half just over two hours but the entire race in 4:52:44. Fellow runners and volunteers encouraged and complimented me by informing me of the difficulty of a first-timer’s finishing under five hours, especially on such a tough course. After letting this bittersweet experience sink in, I naturally registered for the Michelob ULTRA Atlanta 13.1 Marathon and set my eyes on this new test. Being physically and mentally challenged helps me grow as a person and appreciate what I have; hence, whether through running or other hobbies, I will continue to seek challenges.